Hardest part of any day.
Get up.
Stare at the empty wall. Trash dreams, get rid of fantastic concious,
board to the stable real life. It is pain, all i sense, not any other
emotion.
Continues for a while..
Slowly, smoothly releases my brain. And it's over, no more feelings for
the rest of the day.
So, i get up.
Certainly i use questions to manage my day. Not to solve problems or to
decide what will i do, but to keep me awake enough. It is like a chain,
and breaking a ring disturbs me more than anything.
Did i ever stopped doing this? Surely no.
And no, i won't stop asking. No daydreaming. Have to keep that
concious, keep asking..
Did you get up?
Yes, i'm on my feet.
Additionally i check every situation twice to be sure.
Checked twice already. So you know what is next, do you?
Splash. Cold water. This helps most, extends perception skill.
Now if you're aware enough, what should you use that mood for?
...
Go check your habitat.